F.Y.G.D.

its a nightmare
that never ends
walking into a crowded room
but wishing no one was there
everything leaves you
with a bitter taste

all you see
is shades of gray
everything feels
like a delusion
life itself is an illusion

and everyday you wake
wishing you never did
not in this society
you just wish
people would let you
live your life

you act out
you get smacked down
try to walk the line
but you just cant back down
their life their system their picturesque vision
of who the fuck you should be
its not for fucking me
i want my own reality
as far as fucking away that i can ever be from you

how legends are born.

On my knees
Once again
serenity escapes me
the night closes in
the torment begins
breaking down my mind
these delusions drive me to
suicidal thoughts.
i try to escape
society
but they always pull me
back where i dont belong.
I am the lone wolf
wish to be
free of your molds
free from your holds
I am the model
of who you shouldnt be
pointing all your fingers
but take a look in the mirror
your exactly like me.